I understand and wish to continue

smirch

I craved to create
a monument of verbal artistry
with the ability to pause a heart
so sharp
readers might be advised
as preemptive measures
for impending cardiac arrest
as my seizing words test
palpitating beats
with these peaking lines.

I desired to run verse
so asphyxiating
that it might combust from
the confines of these two dimensions
to grab flowing breaths
in its cold steely grip,
capturing exhalations
from thin lungs
to be held fast
in tight fists
only granting
a sputtering, gasping release
following
life’s resuscitation
travelling via
barely moving lips

I desired to construct,
build life
in writing
deserving of attention,
Black out your senses
with powerful words,
able to articulate the loveliness
hidden in each and every thing

I’ve not yet said 

There are two ways to be discredited in this world. One is by embracing what has no merit; the other is by failing to embrace what does. In the lineage of culture, the latter has proved far more costly, to individuals and to humanity.

 Some circumstances suggest themselves. A Roman soldier, against orders, kills Archimedes. It takes 2,000 years for his successor to show up and pick up on the study of calculus. When Newton does appear, he reads a paper on optics to the Royal Society - is LAUGHED at, and rather than face more ridicule, just sits on the scientific revolution for a generation, until there is a kind of intervention. Lavoisie, who was the the founder of modern quantitative chemistry, is also a tax farmer underneath the Ancien Regime and has his head chopped off with a  guillotine. Supposedly a witness in the audience says that the mind severed only took a second and will probably take a century to replace. We’re still waiting!!! We are still waiting for someone to write opera even slightly capable of rivaling Mozart, or achieve timelessness worthy of Vermeer.

Art and artists are especially vulnerable. Some really great ones go largely, sometimes tragically unappreciated in their time. To put a bit of perspective on it - Philosophy, unlike art - has no external modes of validation; it does not need them. It’s business is not elaborating theories or calling for opinion or taste.

Less than any other human intellectual endeavor, philosophy unlike beauty, requires no audience. Luckily for culture, it has sometimes had one, or the scientific method it conceived would not have borne fruit. We would have only a shadow of modern science and technology, and anyone reading this (all two of you) would most likely never have been born.

Philosophy carries onward by force. Art wins its audience largely by seduction. But society has nevertheless been unforgiving of certain refusals to be seduced.

Which returns us to art. And Van Gogh. He is often now appraised one of the most popular artist in history, and placed at the highest tier of art’s pantheon only slightly more than a century after he is ignored to death by curators, collectors, dealers (his brother excepted), and almost all critics. Such a general circumstance is not without precedent, but the massiveness of the error in Van Gogh’s contemporary assessment is sufficient, in society’s estimation, to point to something more than a simple and forgivable mistake: to confirm, instead, something fatally flawed.

Maybe the failure of just appreciation is so awful it discredits the entire art establishment. 

Try the following experiment. Tell people that you sent your art to MOMA, or any such place, and they sent it back, and you will hear, almost verbatim and without hesitation, “What do they know?”  The unprecedented pluralism of modern art can arguably be traced to the case of Van Gogh’s eviscerating any serious authority the art establishment can claim, top to bottom, then or now, likely irreversibly, once and for all.

Some “mistakes” are so great, they move mountains—reduced to paper mache.  

Floral Adoral.

Asleep on a sunbeam.

The sun sliced through the windshield, sealing me in light. I closed my eyes and felt the warmth on my eyelids. Sunlight traveled a long distance to reach this planet; an infinitesimal portion of that sunlight was enough to warm my eyelids. I was moved. That something as insignificant as an eyelid had its place in the workings on the universe, that the cosmic order did not overlook this momentary fact

Because the moon is breathtakingly beautiful - Three fourths golden peach in a star-freckled sky.

Because verses are tumbling below the surface.

Sleep is optional.

bugs

In recent weeks,
I’ve wondered about
molecules and insects’ eyes,
those that peer up at me
from a feeble brown body
and beg as blatantly
as humans do.

Am I a god?
Am I  a giant? 

Maybe I am just as rattled
as a spider.

My parts may be undetectable,
as are my absolutes when compared
to stars.

We are ants and aphids

compared to the planets.

flickers of life on Goliath’s oculus.

Change is good.

Change is good.

I am unsure of my preference,
The allure of tonality,
Or the allure of suggestions,
The nightingale singing,
Or moments after.

Splat.

 Recent studies have had psychologists thinking and implying a way to intensify the enjoyment of looking at abstract art. One should view a horror film prior to looking at the artwork. And so - an experiment was conducted on a massive group of college students where scientists figured out that alarm and the feeling of being afraid/fearful prepares a person, or adjusts them into the uncertainty of “abstract aesthetic”. It does so much more than humor or physical exercise.

This is apparently because “Fear and the Sublime” are tied emotionally. Fear starts up the whole natural “fight or flight” instinct which causes us to be hyper alert which makes us mentally prepared for viewing complicated, peculiar, geometric abstractions of shapes, colors, brushstrokes, faces. One of the coping skills us humans have acquired for danger is escapism from daily life. WEIRD.

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